Daytona!!

Night is looking up in Daytona Beach going to Rockin Ranch!!! So excited ... right up my alley!!!

Your tiniest gesture can change a life.

Pep Talk: Maybe it’s true that every interaction is a networking opportunity, but that just sounds so impersonal. I prefer to think every interaction is influential to all parties involved. You never know how far one of your actions will travel. A simple “will I see you tomorrow?” could mean 100 things to the recipient and they’ll hear it the way they need to. For this reason, there’s really no point in mentally rehearsing and rehashing your words a bunch of times and causing yourself anxiety. By sharing your strength and your point of view (through actions/words/posts) you will absolutely inspire someone and that inspiration will circle the globe.

Today remind yourself: My tiniest gesture can change a life.

I feel this everyday when I read my daily pep talk from my professional best friend ... thanks darling

So Glad it's Friday!!!

Even tho it was a short week I haven't been so Thankful for Friday in quite sometime. The week at work was nothing but a stress filled fucking wreck!!! Hopefully these people take the weekend to get there fucking brains back & come to work on Monday realizing what there positions are and do there Fucking JOB!!!!

**ps not only did the Magic lose last night but a picture fell off my wall & hit me right in the eye ... if it wasn't for makeup i'd have a black eyebrow ... but it does hurt!!!

But it's Friday ... so I am thankful ... therefore i'm shaking it off!!!!!

Okay take me here PLEASE!!!

I love being a MAMA !!!!!

Magic Could Advance to Finals TONIGHT

Game 5 Tonight!!!! Go MAGIC ... make history boys!!!

Blue & White IGNITE!!

Mr. P's Birthday!!

We had a great time ... I sabotaged it ... but it ended with laughing.

Happy Birthday & I'm so sorry ... one more time!!!

I love this chick!!! & I love her pep talks!!! Keeps me going!!!

You keep 'em on their toes.

Pep Talk: Well, that was awesome. Did you know you were going to do that? Because it surprised the shit out of the rest of us. Huh. I guess it’s pretty cool and hilarious to act impulsively sometimes. Thanks for being such a little firecracker.

Today remind yourself: I keep ‘em on their toes.

yes!!!!!!!!!!!

I love Orlando Christian Prep

This morning at the award ceremony Hails teacher gave me a photo album & a disk with this on it... I cried!! I am just so proud of my girl ... she has made such a transformation.

My Girl is AMAZING!!!!

Today was the Preschool award ceremony ... they sung songs & I just love to see this little one sing ... it's just so cute!! Anyhow, then they gave out awards & my girl got the award for the HARDEST WORKER!!! Get this ... teacher says that MY girl walks into class ... puts all her stuff away ... sits down at her desk & automatically w/out being told starts her school work ... teach says ... she's the first one done!! and then asks if she can help others!!! I mean you go girl!!! Needless to say I'm a VERY VERY PROUD MAMA!!! I mean seriously I love being a Mom!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLIN!!!!

Today is Mr. P's Birthday!!!! So Happy Birthday Babe!! Don't worry ... I felt the SAME way! After today you will feel fine!!!! Muah!!!!

Go Magic ... Go Magic ... So proud of my home town team!!! The finals are within sight!!! YESS!!!

My girl ... my love ... my first daughter ... Graduating Preschool ... UGH ... I know I am not old ... I made the decision to have these ladies early in life & it has been the most rewarding decision I have ever made in my entire life *(with the exception of me getting saved)* Anyhow, I feel old ... I feel like I just had this little girl & now she is starting Kindergarten! I mean WOW does time fly or what ... I am a proud Mama & Look at Hails ... such a happy little thing!!!!

Go MAGIC!!

Game 4 Tonight!!!!

Go MAGIC!!!

& here is the story ... HAHAHA!!!

Cavs Guarantee Win In Playoffs Tonight

Williams Says Team Will Steal Home-Court Advantage

ORLANDO, Fla. -- Amway Arena will be rocking on Tuesday night as Game 4 of the Eastern Conference Finals tips off just after 8:30 p.m.The Cleveland Cavaliers were talking tough about what they're going to do against the Orlando Magic.

"They're a good basketball team. Don't get what I'm saying misconstrued that I'm saying they're a bad team. They're not here for no reason. They're one of the best sports teams in basketball, but all I'm saying is that we're the best," Cleveland Cavaliers guard Mo Williams said.The Cavaliers trail the Magic 2-1 in the playoff series.

read the entire story of the losers here ... wesh.com

It is well worth the wait!!!! & I can do it!!!

You can delay gratification.

• Pep Talk: Many things are worth the wait, such as saved money, unbitten nails, and meaningful sex. It's just so hard to resist temptation! Good news, willpower has less to do with it than you think. Placing an obstacle between you and your vice has been proven to alleviate temptation. If you can distract yourself until the goal is accomplished or the time is right, you'll see how much freedom you have.
• Today remind yourself: I can delay gratification.

I received this in an email today & I could not resist posting it here ...

"To get something you never had,
you have to do something you never did.
When God takes something from your grasp,
he's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better."

God Bless the USA

HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY ....

Because most only see Memorial Day as a time to get wasted on a 3 day weekend ... I thought I'd provide us with a history lesson ... as this is a very important Holiday for us to celebrate!! So I say again God bless the USA!!!


Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead" (Source: Duke University's Historic American Sheet Music, 1850-1920). While Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering of people to honor the war dead in the 1860's tapped into the general human need to honor our dead, each contributed honorably to the growing movement that culminated in Gen Logan giving his official proclamation in 1868. It is not important who was the very first, what is important is that Memorial Day was established. Memorial Day is not about division. It is about reconciliation; it is about coming together to honor those who gave their all.
read the rest...

It's raining .... I love it ... was sooo dancing in it about 5 seconds ago ... O how mother nature makes me smile!!!!!

Gossip Girl ...

it's for sure a tad bit petty but I just love this show!!!! & the finale was absolutely full of awesomeness!!!! It even hinted another season!!!

GAME 2 TONIGHT!!!!!

Go MAGIC ... BLUE & WHITE IGNITE!!!

Preach it sister ...

Don't take the bait!

Pep Talk: People are tricky, yo. We’re complicated and sometimes we act with baffling, contradictory motives. Whether you’re a grudge holder or an avid forgiver, I know you have your reasons. I wouldn’t recommend shunning everyone what annoys you, but when someone is actively mean to you, they instantly lose the privilege of your company and attention. They are not only the shittiest dumbshits ever; they also do not deserve a second chance to hurt you. You’re a wonderful, intuitive friend with a huge heart. If you’re being reeled back into an unhealthy relationship, fight it! People can change, but they usually don’t.

Today remind yourself: Don’t take the bait!

Very funny ... kinda pissed off ... but Hilarious story!!!

This morning woke up early ... kids up early ... to go fill out this tuition paperwork for Hails school next year ... drive all the way across town to drop the baby off & my x-mother-in-law goes ........ did you remember that today is Water Day????? Fuck no ... no .... i ... didn't remember that it was freaking Water Day!!!! Even tho I read the damn paper stating that today was water day twice this darn week!!! No I didn't remember ... of course not I remember to iron M shirt this morning but not the fact that my own Child has to wear a freaking bathing suit to school!!! Ughh at this point i'm like completely flipping ... 45 minutes to get to work ... I look at M & we are like hell yeah we can do this shit!!! We fly home ... 14 minutes ... grab the shit .... change Hails in the back seat ... sun screen on ... get Hails to school ... 13 minutes ... Hails into classroom 2 minutes ... look at the teacher who then asks does she have a change of clothes .... wait for it ... wait for it ... BECAUSE WE AREN'T DOING WATER DAY TODAY BECAUSE THE FIELD IS TO NASTY BECAUSE OF ALL THE RAIN!!!! all i could say was ooookkkkayyyy!!!! Yeah... the change of clothes is in her back pack!!!! Have a blessed day!!!! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? Then God says to me ... welcome to being a Mommy ... be prepared ... it just gets better!!!! Thanks!!!

Having lots of fun at Home Depot!!!

Blahahahahahaha!!!!!! I love Potato Chips!!! Obviously C Belle does to!!!!!

My little Angel ... She's in Heaven here ... Girl absolutely loves Horses!!!

At the Circus ... My girl looking sooo cute & Look at Michelle's face CLASSIC!!

Everyone A Magic Fan ... WOOT WOOT

Isn't this just soooo freaking cute ... Mini Statue of Liberty ... GO MAGIC ...

Finally a pic from the Breakfast Blog I wrote sooo many freaking days ago ... Let me refresh your memory ... Mr. C brought french toast over & when I wokie uppie in the AM this is what I found. BTW the french toast was o soooo good!!! Anyhow, wanted to update w/ a photo ... plus it made me soo super Happy!!!

Going home to enjoy the rain ... BITCHES!!!!

“ For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can’t get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can’t cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don’t want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it’s everything. ”

— Dr. Alex Karev, Grey’s Anatomy (via kari-shma)



ooooOOOO... YES YES!!!

I love the Rain .... perfect quote for this Week!!

“ For after all, the best thing one can do when it is raining is let it rain. ”

— Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (via psychotherapy)

This quote is sooo true ... you never EVER know exactly what is going on with someone ... golden rule ... don't Judge a Book by it's Cover


“ Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. ”

— Plato

“ You are special. A blessing. A miracle.
There is no other person like you in the world.
You have the capacity for greatness.
Let your light shine. ”

Unknown ...

WOOOOO .... I am soooo tired today ... Me & my bed need to have a serious interaction tonight ....

You're not as jaded as you think.

Pep Talk: You can be counted on to think critically and spot the exits. That’s a smart, logical way to be! Just because you’re skeptical of some stuff doesn’t mean you’re a non-believer across the board. You believe in yourself and your abilities. You believe in your trusted friendships. Hell, you might even believe in love. You’ve got what it takes to make life exceptional and the presence to accept what comes your way. Share kind wishes with everyone today. Quit thinking for a few seconds- your heart will take it from here.

Today remind yourself: I’m not as jaded as I think.

No one ever said life would be easy .... they just sad it would be worth it!!

I am getting really weird vibes from all around me & I do not like it ... going with the flow is scary but I believe God has everything under control!!

Everyday Motivation!!!!

“Each day is like a painting. When we get out of bed in the morning, we are faced with a blank canvas. We can make anything we want, a Rembrant, a Picasso, a cartoon. Many of us aren’t aware of this. We reach for the same brush, dip it in the same color, and add another layer to the picture we have been painting for the last ten years.

She knows that today she is a different person, that she has grown during sleep, that her cells carry new information. Instead of dipping into the green she used yesterday, she plunges her brush into the pastel blue or the cherry red. She lets her instincts guide her rather than old fears. She might end up at the same office, sitting at the same desk, but she walks in fresh, knowing that within the parameters of her responsibilities, she can be whatever she wants.”

this is what I want my front & back yard to look like ... just let me find out how this is done & oooo you are going to be soo jealous!!! for sure!!!

does anyone know how damn hard it is to resist something you WANT so bad you can basically taste it!!!

Generosity- it's a good idea.

Pep Talk: You have so much to give. I’m talking about your exuberant, non-material, spiritual gifts. It’s no sacrifice to share your wisdom, love, goodies, or energy with everyone that crosses your path. Whether you notice it or not, you’re constantly reaping the benefits of an abundant universe. The positive people around you want you to be comfortable and taken care of and of course you wish that for them too. It’s good to be generous with your gifts.

Today remind yourself: Generosity- it’s a good idea.

Going to this!!!!!

I'm Being a Good Wife!!!

This morning after only sleeping for IDK like 3 and a half hours ... I got up scrubbed the sharpie drawing off of my arm ... got ready ... & ironed CBelles work pants & shirt for her very first day of work ... then I got the girls up bathed & ready to go!!!! Weekend bags & all ... dude that freaking drunk night did this sister GOOD!!!!!! ooooo & it's the WEEKEND!!!!!!

A bridge crossed isn't a bridge burned.

Pep Talk: It’s emotional to move on, but there are big things on the horizon for you. This is an exciting time and it’s different than anything else you’ve previously experienced. You have choices to make and you can rest assured that whatever you decide will be right. You’re courageous, independent, and full of heart and you know that when you leave a place or break up with a person you don’t have to disconnect from your friendships. You’re following your heart, not leaving the planet.
Today remind yourself: A bridge crossed isn’t a bridge burned.

via: my best friend I don't even know

The freaking glass is half FULL!!!!!

HAPPY FRIDAY LOVIES!!!!

Wake up tomorrow with No Pants on!!!

Just me Bitching ....

This morning I saw a code enforcement dude picking up For Sale & For Rent signs ... UHGHHH I was sooo mad! Does this fucker not know that we are in a RECESSION!!! and pretty freaking close to a DEPRESSION!!! PEOPLE NEED TO SELL/RENT THERE HOUSES!!! Goodness I have to stop getting soo upset or I'm gonna have a heart attack!!!! BUT SRSLY his entire department and there bosses and the bosses bosses .... all of them!!!!!! should go to jail ... like for sure ... for putting a damper on our Economic struggle!! Bitch!!!

Okay sooo happy! it's sooo going to rain!!!

ps Weather Men ... sorry your not really all bastards!!!!

I know I know 15 again!!! Just throwing it out there!!

I absolutely, actually, admittedly, as a matter of fact, assuredly, authentically, beyond doubt, categorically, certainly, de facto, easily, for real, genuinely, honestly, in actuality, in effect, in fact, in point of fact, in reality, indeed, indubitably, legitimately, literally, no ifs ands or buts, nothing else but, of course, positively, precisely, surely, truly, undoubtedly, unmistakably, unquestionably, really like this guy!!!

Where is the freaking rain??? The weather said it was going to rain Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday ... did anyone see rain yesterday?? NO & is there any sign of it today?? NO!!! WTF ... weather bastards have NO IDEA what they are talking about ... it's more of a guess...well thanks for letting my hopes down ... I was really FREAKING excited about the rain ... O well guess i'll just have to play in the hose when I get home. OO maybe water balloons WOO HOO!!!

Follow the Fucking directions!!!!!! Damn!

is it sooo hard to follow directions? when you tell an entire shop that they must have a manager check a job before proceeding any further with a step ... a sensible person would have a fucking manager check the fucking job!!!! so now the job is messed up ... with a customer that always has something go wrong with every fucking job ... and now i feel bad because she had to be fired! hate being a manager! hate it!!!!

LEO Daily Extended for May 13, 2009 (Today)

Overview

Feeling good about who you are and where you are in life will go a long way toward helping your body work at its peak. Sure, positive thinking alone can't help you lose 10 pounds or heal a paper cut, but it can go an awful long way toward helping you keep up with good eating habits and a physical-fitness regimen. You don't know what the future holds -- don't assume it's full of bad things. Make your future is what you want it to be.

I love optimism

LOVE THIS!!!

A "friend" (who i will leave unanimous) was trying to sleep last night when they heard banging coming from their roommates room. When they went to see what was going on the roommate is like completely freaking out saying that his heart rate is up and he can't sleep ... so my "friend" goes back to their room LOCKS the door & gets a blunt object to lay next to him (srsly what if the dude was having a heart attack?) my "friend" said I was just really freaked out last night with all the scary movies we've been watching like I am legend with all the Zombies ... (blahahahahahaha this is me cracking up) ... i'm like okay no more scary movies for you!!!! But srsly poor thing was really freaked out ... but all I could do was laugh ...

Strategize.

Pep Talk: Sick of repeating the same dead end scenarios and bad habits? Then let’s come up with a strategy to change course next time you’re tempted to give in, settle, or say yes when you want to scream no. It’s smart to have a well rehearsed escape plan and it’s important to practice taking desired actions so that, when the time comes, you don’t fall back into autopilot. Find a few pressure free chances to try out your new tactic and it’ll be easy to stand up for yourself when the pressure is on.

Today remind yourself: Strategize.

So Mr. P brought me over some french toast from his work so freaking nice of him!!! (it gets better!!! PROMISE) this morning when I got it out to eat it ... Mr. P wrote a note on the styrofoam ... Good Morning Enjoy ............. o he made my day!!!!!

http://binskykitten.tumblr.com/post/106747277/littlemonalisa-can-be-infinite

i do i do i do ...

i LOVE it when it rains ... i really really DO!!!

Nope not the Swine Flu ... just Strep Throat ... Thank God!

Use Somebody - Kings of Leon

I've been roaming around
always lookin down at all I see.
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you
And all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, Somebody

Someone like you, Somebody
Someone like you, Somebody
Someone like you, Somebody

I've been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see

**In the car on the way home from the Great date on Friday w/ C ... he looks at me & says this is my song to you .... so now I can't stop listening to it ... like all day & actually I really like Kings of Leon ... an open mind is such a GREAT thing to have!!**

my brother might have the swine flu ... he's in the ER right now ... & i will keep y'all updated!!!!

OOOOO yeah!!!!

via playnice

via playnice

via playnice

this I have a hard time with ....

You'll deal with the future later.

Pep Talk: You know that feeling of dread when you think you’re going to be late for something important? In my opinion, that feeling starts way sooner than it should and lasts too long. You may not even be late yet and that feeling makes you panicky. When you get like that, it’s called surveying the wreckage of your future. It hasn’t happened yet and it may not happen at all, so let’s not even put it out there! Really, there’s no use worrying about then until you get to that moment. In this moment you’re going the right speed, thinking clearly, and open to variables.
Today remind yourself: I’ll deal with the future later.

via playnice

Today, after spending the night hanging out with a beautiful girl we start to walk back to my place. Halfway there she turns and says, "I wish you were a vampire" and goes back home. FML

This is from a website called fmylife.com .... i think it's sooo funny considering the fact that I am soooo obsessed with Twilight this might be something I would say lol ....

Very very very SUPER excited about this .... I just don't think I can wait ... 6.24.09

my triangle .... i love these 2 .... & E is a great Visitor!!!

he's got me feeling very very HAPPY!!!!

so she did it ... she took the plunge ... she'd had enough for way to long ... and now M Belle is living in what use to be the playroom. I am sooo happy for her ... she is nice, easy going, great to hang with & sooooo freaking loving ... she deserves so much better!!!!! the road she is going to travel for a while is going to be a tough one ... one that i myself have traveled before & this is where the bestfriend steps in and helps make this road a little easier. M Bell i love you girl & this will get easier EVERY day .... PROMISE!!!

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly."
-Rose Franken. Via Peter W Knox.

in the A>M!!!

Got an Egg Mcmuffin this AM from the MacDonalds ... when I faltered & got a hash brown also I was very very excited to see that the wrapper read WACKY WACKY!! That sums me up in 2 words ... M said look it's just like you!!!

....SWINE FLU.....

while in Jeff's (my estimator) office today I answered the telephone ... the problem is Jeff swears I have the swine flu ... so to make him feel better i offered him some hand sanitizer ... which he then put on his mouth & ear ...

this made me laugh soooo hard .... thought i'd share with all my lovers ....

i want i want i want i want i want i want .... and this just might be a need!!!!!!! SRSLY!!

"Anger is the feeling that makes your mouth work faster than your mind."
- Evan Esar

“ And here, my friends, is the problem with Twitter: Everyone wants to believe that everyone else thinks they’re important, because everyone, at their core, is a narcissist. And how better to give yourself an inflated sense of importance, than to think that there are groups of people who are reading a 140 word post you’ve written that says, “Going to the store to look for cereal. Hope they have Chex!"
-Oh, You Have 70 Thousand Twitter Followers? Congratulations, Shitbag.

this made me laugh so hard i almost pee'd ... reminds me of Sororities & Fraternities

Look how far we've come.....

via: http://iguessthatscool.tumblr.com

I have finally come to terms with this:

I am addicted to Mountain Dew!!!

if all else fails ...

DANCE IT OUT!!!!!!

PS ... so doing it right now at my desk ... hehehahahahaha

HEADS UP LADIES ... IT'S ALMOST THE WEEKEND!! CAREFUL!!

Rapist Targets Woman Near Lake Eola

Victim Says Man Took Her Behind Bushes After Cinco De Mayo Festivities

ORLANDO, Fla. - WESH.com

A woman said she was raped near Lake Eola early Wednesday morning after leaving Cinco De Mayo festivities.

The 21-year-old woman said that between midnight Tuesday and 2 a.m. Wednesday she was walking back to her car, which was parked in the 300 block of East Central Boulevard, when a man grabbed her, pulled her behind some bushes and raped her.

A L M O S T!!!!!

sooo.........close i can taste it!!!! BUT ... i only have one night planned what am I going to do for the rest of the weekend???

Not to be like 15 or anything ....

met a guy ... guy is super nice .... we get along great ... easy to hang with ... he says we are complete opposites ... but opposites attract ... going with the flow ... & the flow seems really great!

*ps i'm really very excited it's very rare to find someone you like ....

Dear Lord please help me!!!!!!

I think the world is just full of horrible boss'

B- the main owner ... 92% to be exact ... AWESOME!!
J- the "other" owner ... 8% to be completely exact ... man he is off his rocker!!!!!

Just makes me wanna say UGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

So wish I could just surf the internet & take care of my babies all day & get paid for it ...

O wow ... New Inspiration!!!!

Talk about an UPLIFTER~~~~

Your Horoscope - Today, May 6, 2009

Things should go extremely well for you today, Crystal, so don't shy away from any part of this day. In fact, take this opportunity to shine as brightly as you can. Crank up the power on your battery and project yourself out into the world. You will find that your smile is quite contagious today so feel free to use it often. There is a great deal of power behind your self-confidence so tackle just about every job with fury.

Monday is was in the backyard of work laying there in the sun face under a tree ... when all of a sudden a Raccoon came out walking outta the trees ... he freaked me out ... I got up and ran away
(i mean seriously those Fuckers could have diseases) ... anyhow, he was gonna take my cheeseburger ... when I started to walk back over to him he stood up on his hind legs and hissed at me! I was like okay fine take the cheeseburger ... I really don't need it that bad ... he came up & took my cheeseburger & headed back into the woods!

But seriously it was way intense!

Life is ....

I do I really REALLY do!!!

O M GOSH!!!

What is wrong with people these days...??????? Srly ... between yesterday & today this is what these fucked up individuals have done.

In Tampa yesterday a 21 year old male was fighting with his 17 year old girlfriend picked up her 3 month old baby & threw him to the concrete ... picked him back up & fled with him. While driving on the interstate the man stabs him & throws him out the window.

Last night a man gets to drunk & drives his car into people & gets shot to death by the cops for it.

Today a woman in her 20's jumps off the top story of the Courthouse parking garage.

Seriously guys ... WTF!!! ?????are all the crazies in Florida???????Utt O