This will be mine!!! All Mine! PROMISE!!!

got this from my Jerriann

Leaving for my vacation in about 2 hours! Me = SUPER FREAKING EXCITED!! O yes yes!!

O Jerriann you go girl! I mean what a year my BFF has had! First some JERK! fucks her over! Emotionally, physically & financially! But at the end of it she can be thankful for it all! She is better off because of this JERK! With going to school full time, writing for numerous papers ... including 2 front page stories, losing a SHIT load of weight, Looking Fucking awesome she works full time! I mean you go girl ... Kevin who????

Seriously People!!

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O my my ... is this not true!!

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YES!!

Randomness

Okay ... I seriously LOVE this ... I absolutely love giving hugs! I just love it! In church on Sundays/Wednesdays when they say to go greet one another I always give the strangers hugs. I def might be doing this .... SOON!

thanks Randomness for making my day

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Accept everything about yourself -- I mean everything. You are you and that is the beginning and the end--no apologies, no regrets.

~ Henry Kissinger
(American political scientist. b.1923)

thanks!!!!

You're flipping out for a good reason.

Pep Talk: Changes that are positive can also be stressful. Go ahead, freak the fuck out. Feel your nerves, scream a bit, let your hands shake, but also try to recognize the total joy at the core of these reactions. This is crazy good. This is what you want.

Today remind yourself: I’m flipping out for a good reason.

This is the result of Makos "H2O Shit" Party last night ... after the water guns & dunk tank they pulled out a slip & slide ....................... on concrete! NEED I SAY ANY FREAKING MORE????? Well it's not the first time i've had an amazingly fun night & woken up sore the next day!!! It's all in good fun!! Hey we only have one life to live might as well make the best of it! RIGHT????????

" One’s destination is never a place but rather a new way of looking at things. "

Henry Miller

" We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself, the future is never the way we imagined it. "

Grey’s Anatomy

thanks suz

I absolutely love this ... thank you whom ever wrote this bc o my my is it true! Thanks for the movement

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E X A C T L Y

“ Think outside the box, collapse the box, and take a fucking sharp knife to it.

— Banksy

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Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do.

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I am so freaking excited! So happy that it is Monday! And just jumping for Joy!!!

In 2 weeks I am going to Altha, FL ... I LOVE ALTHA! I want to move there ... and if it wasn't for the fam & friends I have here ... I'd already be there!

Anyhow, as for the Happy it's Monday ... I had a GREAT weekend!

Friday night - Shopping, dinner at Chipotle & my come back to Makos
Saturday day- Slept til 2:30, went to Virgin Olive Market, paid the cable bill, Cut my hair off (so freaking cute), ate some frozen yogurt, helped my bestie pick out some shoes at the mall, bought my girl some new boots
Saturday Night - Cowboys!
Sunday - 4 wheeling & dirt biking ALL DAY LONG!! Jumped in a pond! Picked up the girls ... Then some swimming at my Daddys house!!!

Let me tell you how Redneck M & I are ... we swam in a pond, sweat all day & did not take a shower last night!!! We figured the pool got it all!! LOL

You always have options.

It’s very tempting to take the easy way out, to do what you’re wanted and expected to. You can choose the sure thing, no judgment here, and the result will be predictable. Unless you’re Cal Ripken, the choice to toe the line probably won’t make history. However, not choosing the sure thing can change the world. Even if the only alternative is to wait for another option to be revealed, it’s a monumental decision.

Today remind yourself: I always have options

Smell the flowers, not the weeds.

Quick story. Yesterday, my friend Lauren was devoting some serious face-in-dirt effort to pulling weeds. She noticed something smelled nice and thought it must be the weeds because they were everywhere. So she picked one up and smelled it. It wasn’t the weed- It was the rosebush she hadn’t noticed she was beside. Metaphor Alert! A person can be too swamped to recognize that there are great things right under their nose. Good stuff deserves your attention too. And you deserve the good stuff.

Today remind yourself: Smell the flowers, not the weeds.

Damn Right!!

I love to read! EVERYTHING!

Cowboys RUN in

Hit up Cowboys for the game last night. Well mainly because I love Cowboys!! Anyhow, we pull in ... I get outta the car & who parks directly next to us??? Mr. P ... ughhh talk about a rush of mixed emotions! I had no idea what to think/feel! I was a complete mess for the 30 to 45 seconds it took him to get out of his car! S looked at me said are you all right ... I said IDK ... he said do you hate him ... I said NO , no way I don't hate him! I didn't even feel weired out ... or upset ... or ummm mad it was just hard not to kiss those beautiful plush lips when he looked at me ... or spoke to me! This girl was a Hott mess all night long ... but not in a bad way ... in a i'm going completly crazy way ... but hey that's not any different to my everyday life.

I believe that nothing is conincedence ... it's all the work of God!

Crushed by loss? Time will tell for Magic

Last nights game was umm... something more than an embarrassment to Orlando. The entire game was filled with mistakes ... from the coach to the best player on the team missing 8 fucking FT. At the end of the game I realized ... it is in fact just a game. And those players are nothing more than Human!!! Here is a very good/ heart touching story of last nights game in case you missed it.


ORLANDO, Fla. -- He sat alone at his locker, his back turned away from everyone, barely saying a word to anybody for 10 minutes, then 10 more, then another 10, and then a few more.

Finally, when the Orlando Magic locker room had been cleared of all but the final stragglers, Dwight Howard rose slowly from his chair, walked over to a large mirror covering almost an entire wall, and looked into it. Silently.

Back to his locker he went to retrieve his light yellow dress shirt before he doubled back to the mirror, walked to within inches of it, and stared himself in the face.

Whatever he was thinking, whatever he was saying to himself, he kept to himself.

"Gonna be able to come back from that?" he was asked ever so gingerly when he returned to his stall.

"Why not?" Howard said.

Well, that was a pretty tough loss, came the obvious answer.

"So what?" Howard replied. "Life is tough."

Yes it is, and if anyone ever needs to reference one of the toughest losses a team has ever absorbed in an NBA Finals, they can go back and have a look-see at this one -- the loss that seems almost destined to go down in the annals of the Orlando Magic's history as the night they blew their chance at winning the franchise's first championship.

You know those 14-year-old nightmares starring Nick Anderson in Game 1 of the 1995 Finals that everyone around here references? They'll pale now in comparison to this, a night that will go down as a multilayered collapse of epic proportions, a night when missed free throws by Howard, a mistaken strategy by Stan Van Gundy and a mistimed emotional blowup by Mickael Pietrus were only a few of the major and minor things that combined to all but shatter the Magic's hopes of defeating the Los Angeles Lakers for the 2009 NBA title.

"That one will haunt me forever," Van Gundy said of his decision not to instruct the Magic to intentionally foul the Lakers when they inbounded with 11 seconds left, trailing by three, and got one of two super-clutch 3-pointers from Derek Fisher in a 99-91 overtime victory Thursday night that dropped the Magic into a 3-1 hole.

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When I see this I don't think financially ... I think of the kinda person I want to be thought of when I die ...

HAPPY FREAKING FRIDAY!!!

FSigns

You know when you bust your ass for something ... you do everything you can and what it is that you are doing is NEVER ever good enough? You never get the recognition or the respect that you deserve. Even when that ass busting lasted almost 7 fucking years .... that's the animosity I have towards my old job & my old boss & unfortunately it was brought outta the closet last night ... so I figured I would quickly & shortly blog about it & then the old feelings will smoothly find themselves back in the spot in the closet!!!

I love this GIRL!!!

There's no failure in your world.

• Pep talk: It is impossible for you to fail. What is failure? Who decides that?? No matter how fucked things seem, there's time to unfuck them. There are options. You're too loved to give up. Your support system- family, friends, government aid program- is willing to lend a hand. Reach out and carry on.
• Today remind yourself: There's no failure in my world.

Happy Wednesday Lovers!!!

Here's our list of the 10 best places to live:

1. Albuquerque, N.M.

2. Auburn, Ala.

3. Austin, Texas

4. Boise, Idaho

5. Durham, N.C.

6. La Crosse, Wis.

7. Loveland, Colo.

8. San Luis Obispo, Calif.

9. St. Augustine, Fla.

10. Upper St. Clair, Pa.

read the entire story here bitches!!!

iPhone 3GS Complete Feature Guide

Speed
• Faster than the previous generation: Launching messages is 2.1 faster, load the NY Times in Safari: 2.9 times faster.

Camera
• New camera, with auto focus, auto exposure, and auto white balance.
• You can also tap to focus, changing white balance in the process. That is neat.
• Special macro and low light modes.
• It supports video, 30 frames per second VGA with auto focus, auto white balance, and auto exposure.
• Can trim video with a tap of the finger, and share it with MMS, email, MobileMe and YouTube.

Connectivity
• It supports the 7.2 Mbps HSDPA standard.

Graphics
• Includes hardware to support the OpenGL|ES standard, for faster and more complicated 3D games.

Design

• Same design as before.
• Greener materials: Arsenic-free glass, BDF-free, Mercury-free LCD.

Special features
• It has a compass application, which works with the included magnetometer. It’s integrated into the new maps, showing orientation, alongside longitude and latitude.
• Voice control. You can now talk with your iPhone, Enterprise-style. You can instruct it to play similar songs to the one you are playing, or call people.
• Nike + support built in.
• Supports accessibility features, like zooming on text, inverting video, and voice over when you touch whatever text is on screen.

Battery life

• Increased battery life.

Price and availability

• $199 for 16GB version.

• $299 for 32GB version.

• Available on June 19th.

(via:gizmodo)

I am sooo getting this!!!!

I think everyone should have this amount of confidence in themselves!!! You are who you are ... and to me it's freaking awesome to show everyone who you really are! I mean that is if you are a nice, decent human being ... not like some murderer or abuser or shit like that!

This sign was INSIDE a store!!
Seriously people ... are there really people out there that are that stupid?? Seriously people it's common sense!

Jerriann this one is for you!!

Happy Tuesday =-)

I mean how nice is this???...???seriously makes me wanna get a Reese's everyday!!

My Night In the ER

You know when you were a child & your parents told you not to jump on the bed? Ugh & you were so upset? I mean I know for sure I was. Well now that I am a parent I find myself constantly telling my children not to jump on the bed. Actually, I find myself telling/scolding my children about the same things my own father scolded me about & back then I found no logic to his thinkings ... today I think differently about them. The above photos show why you should NOT jump on the bed. This is my baby in the hospital at 1 am in the morning! Neck brace on, miserable & completely terrified all because she was jumping on the bed. This is why Mommies tell their babies not to jump on the bed. Well after lots of crying, the neck brace, the exam and a Cat Scan ... luckily nothing is torn, broken or paralyzed it's just a sprain.

Have I said lately that I love being a Mommy? Well even after hours in the ER ... a night of my girl kicking me ... going to sleep at 2 am & up at 6 am for work ... I still LOVE being a MOMMY!!

Exactly!!

If it feels good, do it.

Pep Talk: Some things, you do for love. Some for money. I’m sure there are other reasons to do things, but damned if I can think of any. When you put all your energy into your work and it feels good, who cares why you do it?
Today remind yourself: If it feels good, do it.

My 3 1/2 year old can still fit in the sink!!!!
Cute but Scary

I had to share this absolutely fantastic advice ... thanks JA I just love ya so much!!

"Remember how far this one good thing got you from all those bad things. That is priceless."

I know that I will be fine ... I'm just a little bit sad ... no really I'm a lot a bit sad ... but if God brings you to it ... he will bring you through it!!

Eventually!!!

If I do say so myself ...

I love finding photos that speak my mind for me ...
thank u Cupcake

I'm very glad for this!!!!

What you don't know could fill a book.

Pep Talk: Good thing too because what would interest you if you knew everything? There are subjects out there that you don’t even know exist. There’s so much yet for you to see and learn. We’re so damn lucky.

Today remind yourself: What I don’t know could fill a book.

Go playnice go playnice

=-(

And so the saying goes ... "All good things must come to an end" ... my good thing has ended! I'm totally sad about it to ... because it's not that we did not like each other ... or not that we did not have a Fucking awesome time together! It's been a really long time since I got a long with someone so well ... but because of logistics that I myself would never change for anything. I'm very thankful for his honesty & so glad it was brought up now ... but it does not change the fact that I'm super upset today!

=-)

C is in Jax for til tomorrow ( i guess i can share him with his family hehe) ... boy is working his butt off trying to make some money for the infamous Spain trip so I didn't get to see him all week long ... ( i mean i did see him for like 24 hours started Sat & ended Sun) ... anyhow, I'm missing him & hopefully I get to see his bright smiling face tomorrow night!!!!!

This is just CLASSIC!!!

So any & everyone who knows my brother knows that it isn't a surprise that he lands himself in jail on a pretty regular basis!! Well ... here's the newest story ... B was riding with his friend who got pulled over for his window tint being to dark ... the cop asked my brother for his id & B gave it to him ... cop comes back & puts my brother in hand cuffs & takes him off to jail. Turns out B had 2 warrants out for his arrest for not paying court fines. ANYWAYS, that's not the funny part ... funny part is that when B got to the jail & was put in the holding cell he was able to sit next to his GIRLFRIEND ... who got arrested for shop lifting!!!! lololol

Gotta have it!!!!

Having fun at Work!!!

Congrats!!!!

Good job Twilight cast for picking up 5 awards outta 7 nominations!!! I freaking love the movie ... series! & I knew they'd take over the MTV movie awards!!!

He's Normal!!!

Obama's Burger Run -- Most Important Bill in DC

f you feel the need to treat your staff to a lunch-run worthy of the President of the United States, you're gonna need a cool $72.40 -- 'cause that's exactly how much Barack Obama spent during that NBC televised jaunt to Five Guys burger joint.

TMZ locked down the entire order -- down to the toppings -- an order that Obama paid for with cold, hard American cash

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- Cheeseburger with mustard, tomatoes, lettuce, jalapeno (for OBAMA)
- Little cheeseburger with lettuce, tomatoes, pickles, ketchup
- Bacon cheeseburger with mustard, relish, onion
- Little hamburger with lettuce and tomato
- Grilled cheese with everything
- Cheeseburger with mushroom, lettuce, tomato, ketchup, mustard
- 2 reg cheeseburgers with lettuce, tomato, mustard, ketchup, pickles
- Cheeseburger with ketchup (for Brian Williams)
- 10 orders of fries

Anyone else hungry?!


tmz.com for the dirt!!!

America's Portion Distortion

This is a great story ....

8 foods you're likely over-indulging in without realizing it.

View it here

WHAT?? SERIOUSLY??

One of the top topics on MSN this morning & all I can say is SERIOUSLY? What century do we live in? This is just ridiculous!!! Intergration happened how long ago & it was then that we realized that the color of your skin does not make you who you are!!!
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Morning Motivation

"Faith is reacting positively to a negative situation."

Thanks Mitz ... needed this today!!!