OOOOoooo.... man this is a really really hard thing to do today. Let's see if I can list 10 things positive that have weathered through this shitty day!!!!

1. My brother can now join us for Christmas
2. My best friend will be home so very soon!
3. My brother has an amazing girlfriend ... whom helped me tackle all the obstacles today
4. My girls are healthy & unaware of any of the circumstances of today
5. I have a great support system of friends who love & care about me
6. My boss didn't even question me leaving for a couple hours
7. I have the highest power helping me through my day
8. Carlos brought me a bagel & a hot chocolate (bc I hate coffee ... but love hot chocolate)
9. I have TWO loves of my life & they call me Mama!
10. I will get to see my brother tomorrow

Well that wasn't so hard!