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You'll deal with the future later.

Pep Talk: You know that feeling of dread when you think you’re going to be late for something important? In my opinion, that feeling starts way sooner than it should and lasts too long. You may not even be late yet and that feeling makes you panicky. When you get like that, it’s called surveying the wreckage of your future. It hasn’t happened yet and it may not happen at all, so let’s not even put it out there! Really, there’s no use worrying about then until you get to that moment. In this moment you’re going the right speed, thinking clearly, and open to variables.
Today remind yourself: I’ll deal with the future later.

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